Somewhere

if you say it is insane
that i remain
i´ll go away even i´ll say
it is mistake
our voiceless vote
an inward fraud
to cut our tie
i concolate myself and wait
in deep desire

somewhere / somehow
i ´ll get you see
in my isolated mind
in my dreamtown
i ´ll get you see
you could cross my way again

well it´s my fate if i fail
to resign
so i can hide & simply wipe
my wounds inside

your pretty eyes
give the show away
you feel the want of be beloved
i wait and see

a consent nod by you
and close by me
i see your promising winged eyes
and hear a softly melody

a timid try
to fly away
and close clasped to reach the sky
without return

a pleasant dream
arised in minds
woken up by confusion
and past the night

a veiled silhouette of you
i fear, it´s just a second dream
i feel force
to close my minds
and hear a softly melody

a timid try
to fly away
and close clasped to reach the sky
without return

mourn ....
is all you´ve left behind in me as token
vows ....
you swore to me in past were broken

proud ...
of your regained elevation
bow ...
me to your vanity

just let me still cry
don´t teach me with lies
will forgive if can justify

just let me still cry
don´t teach me with lies
i´ll send you in the eternal exile

torn...
my confidence in your devotion
worn
was thrown away without a wee emotion

your eloquence
has disappointed all my sweet illusions
your ignorance
has extinguished my blaze

i would you embrace
my dearest type
but i have to flee
save myself and hide

got lost in my minds
what happens last time
but i can´t breathe
without you -
my life

but i can´t breathe
like an disliked child
don´t want be
wounded deep inside
you in my arms
just once in a lifetime
i can´t breathe without you

you could me embrace
my dearest type
but i treat you as
you bereave my life
you could go away
to not waste your time
but i can´t breathe
without you -
my life

roam inside and read in
my own lost memories
but i´m too weak and frantic
to raise up from my knees

restricted range of vision
let me flee
it´s not my own decision
so answer me

until you respond
i don´t will surrender
until you respond
will lies be the truth
until you respond
you´re still the pretender
until you respond
my eyes stare confused

you ram inside and hidden
your sincere reality
it seems that it´s forbidden
to answer me

strange conduct i feel
and presently
i need a truth decision
so answer me

sometimes turns my mind in circles
sometimes stops my mind to breathe
can i see you for a moment
to enjoy our own apart
then i feel
something must be done with me

torn the time on the quiet
don´t want leave you on the side
a part of life is gone so fast
can´t believe it falls apart

when i´ve gone my way in honour
when i´ve found my faith in truth
can i see beyond your contempt
to enjoy our own apart
then i feel
something must be done with me

weepin´colors pass me by
weaken by the time
the cherry clouds so gently like
a giant chime

a million pilgrims climbs my head
hunting my fears
they whisper "wish he would be dead"
so softly in my ears

i´ve never feared my ebony sun
when freezin my veins
when winds me in chains

i´ve ever seen my ego stars
the tears in your eyes
that you can´t disguise

the scavengers are waiting for
the sunset glow
and when the night lies on the floor
they follow me below

in fear of god they sealed my lips
hiding my cries
a poem on my fingertips
will hopeful left a sign

Bridge:(spoken):

hundred voices calls my name
"what kind of insanity could create
something dreadful abberation of human behavior"
and while the wooden fishes kiss my lips
the faceless cubeheads assigns me to my final chair
"something dreadful abberation of human behavior"

the more i try
the less i cant heal
you deny
the place where i can breathe
cause you´re my blaze
select me and i´m thy
there´s no more grace
to trail away with me
i want to be

in your arms
will fade my cry
please let us passionate fade
please hold me tight
in your arms
i´m save and i
i´m on the verge of tears
and hold you tight

a careful smile
can´t open up my seals
but all the lies
was written in a tear
behind your veil
is vanishing your shine
so bare and pale
eternal we´re assigned
in our minds

be my fellow through
the frozen pale
and in the purple tune
my nightingale

send me an echo when
the curse begins
i need your confidence
to all my sins

conceal my trace
conceal my vault
conceal it tender at your soul
conceal my face you´re my
hideaway

come seal my veils
conceal my wound
conceal the poems at your tongue
conceal my face you´re my
hideaway

dont let the crowd close to
my consecrate
they just want detain you
to elevate

stay in oblivion
until i call
and if i crown my sin
the veil will fall

how should i know
where´s the place where fade the stars
how should i know
how it feels to live in tide as last

how should i know
how it feels to dive in the sky
how should i know
how it feels to escape

i can´t slip away.....

just a wee bit to rest
take my hand - let us twosome flee home
seven tears
melt away by your grace
how you sleep warm and safe
please agree....

how should i know
that the cold would pass me by
and how shall i sleep
on a final lullaby